jian. 16 inabit. polo,swimming,floorball. sauce cabe. mentos. BSG. frank honest lame corny smiley introv.
likes to snap away with ancient cumbersome lomo that never really works. leads boring life just letting it pass by. trying to stop and smell the rose but nose is blocked. acts like himself all the time. now is unusually quiet and thoughtful. would like to be something hes not but given up trying. moosic addict. like a broken record player may suddenly spout indiscernable parts of song that was last heard on the radio. only thing tries to be is an artist. fails horribly. decided to let the real artist draw and will now take photos. no alteration of real. just straight up. trying to catch that one moment. where everything sparkles and life is good. one moment in a million. sudden and unpredictable. tries to remeber the times he had. past 3 yrs been a joyride. was going too fast when hit the sudden stop. everything slows. and thinks. everything was just that. photo. nothing unreal. just the fake smile behind the eyes. sometimes. but the past is past. stop remembering.
feel it now. take pictures of whats real. smiles or none.